Still dealing with the bad sunburn. It's no joke that when I touch my skin it still feels hot. It's extremely uncomfortable but I'm dealing with it. The sunburn has stalled the weight loss a bit I think. It's either that or the massive amount of afterburn cream I slathered onto my arms and shoulders. I'm staying on protocol strictly but I'm sooooo tired in the mornings and bitchy when I come home in the evening because I'm so tired. I think I'll start taking the B12 tablets again.
I went for another job interview yesterday which woudl mean a promotion. I'm not sure if I even will like the job (it's similar to what I'm doing now). However, it will mean going up into the next salary bracket and I guess in order to get there I may need to take a leap and see where it brings me.
I am terribly afraid of change. I'd rather be miserable in familiar territory than to leave behind what I know. It's not in all cases but particularly true in my work life. I'll find out tomorrow if I get the job or not. We'll see. I wanted the previous job that I had applied for more than this one but I'm a huge believer in you'll end up where you're meant to be in that particular time and place.
I feel skinny today. I know at 195 pounds it's not but I think I look good. It's weird how depending upon what you wear some days you just feel thinner. I had my photo taken for my season pass card at the water park this past Sunday and I didn't recognize myself when I looked at the pic. No more chinnage action going on and my face looks quite slim. That's a good feeling. Now if I could just lose the stomach.
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2 years ago
Oh my God, I just wrote about this myself! :) We're riding the same wave length! :)
ReplyDeleteI'm sure the gain is the sunburn. I had the same and it was a minor sunburn.
When will you know about the new job?
Good luck with the job interview.
ReplyDeleteI agree completely. It's soo inspiring to look at a photo or in the mirror and see a different you. Keep up the hard work. I am sure the stall is from the sunburn.
Change. I am one who is SO resistant to change, even when I know that I will benefit from it! I don't know whether its fear of change, or that I am just too used to doing what I'm doing & am a creature of habit, that I am very slow to accept any sort of change in my life. SO, you're not alone there. I do very much hope that you get this new position, to change the status quo for you. If nothing else, the elevated pay scale will give you a greater sense of confidence. Also, when the 'perfect' job comes along, you will already be at a higher pay scale, and can then ask for even more $$ from that position!!
ReplyDeleteI'm sure the weight blip is from the sunburn. You're probably holding onto water from that. No doubt it'll be gone in a couple of days.
I love your new outlook & how you are perceiving yourself!! Its wonderful-
hugs to you my friend!